[via kak ain ]

it hurts when someone you love so much doesn`t feel the same,
it hurts even more when your heart's breaking and u can`t cry,
one thing that haunts me every day and every night is your name,
i`say i`m happy for you, but you`d know it`s all a lie.

i told myself i would never come in between you and your girl,

i know your happy with her, i can see it in your eyes, I can hear it in your voice,

my heart breaks every time you say that she`s your girl,

i wanted to be your girl but i guess i was never your first choice.

looking at you, looking at her, i wondered if i could’ve made you happy,

your smile, your laughter, your face and your voice is burned in my head,

but then again i don`t think i could`ve ever made you happy,

sometimes thinking about you and her makes me want to die instead.

i promised myself that i will continue loving you no matter what,

i also promised myself that I will never jeopardize your happiness,

i cannot lie but my love for you will never part,

i promise you I will be by your side if you’re ever in pain or sadness.

this is my promise to you as a friend and as someone who loves you dearly.